Almost every single day, something happens that reminds me that we don’t have long on this planet – and that maybe I’ve got a little less than that.
But some days it crashes in on me, and almost suffocates me.
I get so overwhelmed with such a deep fear and sadness, and such a feeling of helplessness that I almost can’t breathe.
And I feel like I’ve got so very little control of my future.
It makes for a decision that I just don’t know how to make….