I made it!
I made it to 50 years old!
I never actually believed I would.
Not because I ever thought 50 was ‘old‘, but for some reason, since I was probably in my mid-20s, I’d always had somewhat of a premonition that I would die before then.
I know it sounds macabre, but I don’t mean it to!
So – on Saturday 26th September 2015 – amidst no fanfare – I turned 50.
I sorta feel like – despite the fact that I can’t get my shit together when it comes to my marriage, my work, or my plans for the future – that I have accomplished something.
Even if it is only the fact that I’ve managed to stay alive for 50 years!!
Wonder if I’ll grow up now…..?